Awake

The trust is eroded

I’ve given up on everythang that I latched on too

Bet you didn’t notice

Never thought I would separate from you

 

So your binoculars lost focus

But just like the ocean

I waddled away feeling blue

Once I was taken in by your glow

 

Now it’s hard to think the way I use to

While being pushed away by a force I never knew

And at the core of it all …

Is the fear that I still need you

Is the desire that I still want you

 

Is the reality that I can’t continue

To lay in bed at night with both eyes open

Waiting for a breakthrough

Big enough to shake you… awake

 

Love always, Esha <3