Category: silence

• December 13, 2022

  Open Journal Entry: The Bitter Truth About My Relationships

  I want to paint this neat picture of myself sometimes. By portraying a person that doesn’t exist but that’s not me. I’m honest to a fault. I can’t run be hid filters. I’m not afraid to show my imperfections because I spend my time trying to overcome them or learning to love them. So this…
• November 24, 2022

  No Need

  When you move in silence. There’s no need to talk. Just watch and listen. Take in the sounds of gossip, crickets and laughter. Be aware of your environment. The plush grass grows slowly. The dandelions open wide like a sun that rises in the east and sets in the west. Their spores drift carelessly and…
• October 14, 2022

  Unsolved

  Why does the easy things seem hard? Why do the hard things seem easy? And the things we can’t change are the most complicated piece of it all. Like a rubik’s cube with 3 solid colors while the other sides remain unsolved. It may not make sense now. But one day when the dust has…
• July 12, 2022

  Better After All

  Is it okay now? Can hope move into the place that sadness once occupied? Let past tears dry. Let a clear mind be the reward for a heavy heart. Even in the midst of the storm… your dreams never fell apart. In the end, you held on to your ambition and completed the mission no…
• April 11, 2022

  Lights Go Out

  Do you ponder about me? When the lights go out It’s cold in your house And you turn your space heater on Sitting still in a spacious room With silent photos that refuse to speak Remember when my mere presence Made your eager knees grow weak? We are the closest thing from far But our…
• February 5, 2022

  Embrace Again

  I can still feel the warmth of your hands when you hold me tight. My soul was in need of your sweet conversation. My day dreams were enlighten by your presence. My heart sailed on the desires of your message. My days spent reaching for the countenance of your face and seeing your smile in…
• December 22, 2021

  Astroworld Thoughts: Accountable

  At first, I thought it was better that I remain silent but now I realize that silence is the problem. Accountable Your silence is deafening to ears dying to hear the truth An apology eases the pain but doesn’t take away the loss Say more than fabricated feelings of remorse Find your resolve to make…
• June 4, 2021

  Resentment

  Resentment We talk to each other With words bound to stir resentment Two became one Then disconnected for freedom’s sake Is it too late to start over? Or is this fate? In silence, we (restless souls) wait. Love always, Esha <3
• March 21, 2021

  Loving You

  Loving You I didn’t think about love much What is the role of a kiss? For someone who considers isolation bliss What is the purpose of a hug?   For someone unaccustomed to touch I grew use to the anticipation of sex without passion Desiring connections without compassion Never thought of a relationship more old-fashioned…