My heart is full of longing

It calls to drown out the empty rooms

It hearkens to starless nights

It is hopeful like the rising of a full moon

Yet my time for healing is not completed

So few numbers saved

So many numbers deleted

Even when I wasn’t lonely I always felt alone

It mattered not if someone was in my bed

Because there was no love in my home

I pray someone real comes for me

A love I can hold

Lips I can kiss till stories grow old

Eyes I can look into when the sun goes down

A feeling that I believe will stay around

Till one day my heart no longer longs for love



Love always, Esha <3