no, i ain’t got it on me
there is none left
my debt is overflowing
but the bills ain’t stop coming yet
so no…
i cannot make a payment and have no desire to
i can’t summon the interest in me
to give you the money
i’m gonna need for groceries
stop calling me
i said the same thing a month ago
i might have the same reply in 3
so stop bothering me
i am working through this thang slowly…
one day i might reach out to you out of the blue
trying to get right
till then sit tight
i use to sit at a desk 8 hours a day
didn’t equal what i was being paid
so i quit
and no i don’t care
when i tell you i don’t got it
best believe it’s not here
this is the tipping point before the breakthrough,
the faint smell of melancholy in the air
like a pop quiz before holiday vacation
came too quick…
and early to soon…
do you have the answers?
no, so it’s guessing time
past due… don’t forget…
forever on the line
no, i ain’t got it on me
there is none left
my debt is overflowing
but the bills ain’t stop coming yet
at some point i’m gonna pay you
if i don’t forget
but i wouldn’t hold your breath
© 2020 by Esha Montgomery